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wow~ it had been a long time! I could have possibally died! But Andy is comming tomorrow!!! YEAH! I miss him so!
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Okay here is the deal, we are trying to get ppl to go to Ny Faire tomorrow (it is opening weekend) and we have 10$ off coupons so if u want to go let me know ASAP!!
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Okay my parents have decided that there is toooo much food here and my uncle has only invited like 5 people. So if Trian or Tim gets on call dave and tell him to BRING EVERYONE from his party!! Call my at home 319-3082 or my cell at 494-9453. Thanks Guys
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[11 May 2005|03:41pm] |
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YAY~Today is my birthday....my mommie got me all the stuff to get my permit!! YAY~ I can take is any tuesday or thursday in pawling!! Well I am home and creppy took the bus, because he left with out me. I have no idea if I am even going to see him later. Oh well, I will go outside and lie with my doggies! It is so nice out! YAY it was crappy earlier, that sucks. Friday is the music trip! We leave yearly in the morning. The part that is going to sucks is that it is suposed to rain on saturday, that mean being in hershey park in the rain, oh well I will love it, other people may not but I will. Well on my 16th birthday I am going upstairs to take a nap because I am tired and because I am pissed at the world. The only good thing from today was my permit and my birthday!! Happy birthday to me!
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[10 May 2005|08:14pm] |
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YAY~!~!~ I am almost 16 tommorow! Yay I am so excited and my daddy got me Princess cake, from Mickenly and Doyle!! OMG it is choclate mosse and cheescake and more choclate, it is amazing. Andy and I have had fork fights over who gets the last bite of this cake! And my daddy went out and got it for my birthday! How nice of him, he feels bad because he won't be here tomorrow, that is okay I love him any way! Today is andy and my six month anniversay also! He got me flowers! How nice! He is the best boyfriend in the whole world! I don't know what I would do with out him. I really wasn't loooking for a serious realtionship when we started going out because i just got out of a realtionship I screwed up but things happened and we fell in love. He is my everything and i cherish him until the dya that I die.
I get to be a princess tommorrow!! I have a tiara and everything, even tho creepy said that i have been a princess since last sunday.......witch is true but that is okay. Omg i am gona be 16, wow it is scary, i dont want to grow up. I want to stay little forever. Well American Idol is on....you know what the means time to put on Nirvana really loud so I can't hear it downstairs. I love you andy!! happy six month anniversay baby! You are my world and I owe you everything.
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Okay~My party was suposed to be Saturday, but I had to cancell it due to me not having a house back together, witch I have now. But Creepy being the bestest boyfriend in the whole world decided monday that that was not going to happen. So he gave me a suprise party and everyone knew about it but me.....duh that was the suprise! And I as really having a bad day and I didnt want to "go out to dinner" but my mommie made me go get andy for dinner and i opened the door and i was like cool he decorated the house for me then i relised that Trina and Joe were there and then Chelseamaka and then Tim comes out of the kitchen and says "hey" no suprise i get a hey. Oh well it was aswome!! We played Keroke and watched Lion King(I just can't wait to be king!) It was awsome! and we had cake!!!! AMAZING!! Thanks to everyone who helped Andy pull it off lord knows he didnt do it alone! Thanks to Trina for decorating, and everyone else for being there it was awsome!
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[02 May 2005|01:00pm] |
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Well I have come to the conculsion that our school SUCKS. I got screwed out of wind ensomble once again! My mommie is awsome tho, she let me leave school and come to work with her for the rest of the day and Mrs Walker said it was fine. But carmel has some crazy shit going on behind closed doors. I am the ONLY person in our school who has an all-state audition yet I am not "good enough" to be in wind ensomble. That is crap. I know that I deserve a spot there or at least a valid reason as to why I am not there. Well I am gona go now cause mommie it taking me out for ice cream!! Oh and happy sweet 16 to me!! My birthday is next wednesday..........if you didnt know.........oh yeh and party at my house on saturday get directions if u need them and if u don't know if u invited talk to me u probally are!!
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[18 Mar 2005|11:25am] |
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Nothing is new really. Marched in the city yesterday, it was okay just long. Been sick, witch sucks, better now. St. Paties day fun, we had to get up early and get the bus go to the city and wait at line up for almost 3 hours, then we got to march from 48th av to 90av, witch i am sore from now. It was long but we all lived. We had to march right by all my favorite stores, witch sucks cause we couldnt SHOP!! How sad :(
I got lectured about my grades, but not by my parents by Andy's dad, then he said that I should get a tutor. It is kind of funny how he cares more then my parents. That is weird, not sure if it is a good thing that he cares or a bad thing that my parents don't care?? Today I have to go babysit the brats. That sucks, but I need the money since we are going paint balling tomorrow. Andy doesn't want me to go tho because I could get "hurt". I could get "hurt" doing lots of things, I think he is over proctective sometimes...well most of the time.
Andy and I are good, for the most party, we have a our little fights here and there but it is okay I guess. We haven't had a really big fight since he went to pauls after my surgery. I guess that is good. I am gona go, have to shower and get ready to go baby sit my wounderful cusins. And my sister has on Dora and it is annoying me, so I am going to play really loud music so I can't hear it.
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| my new story |
[08 Mar 2005|05:50pm] |
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This is my new story.................I wrote it today.........More to come later............Tell me what you guys think................
Chapter 1
Ravamorel Cupshigh, Rav for short who was a dwarf sorceress had abided by the rules of her town for far too long. See Ravamorel had loved a man named Adotiln Soulaxe since the day she laid eyes on him.
There was but a few small problems, Adotlin was Halfling and the marrying of a dwarf to a Halfling was in direct violation of the decree of marriage. The other problem was the Adoltin was a rouge and Rav’s parents have strictly thought that only a wizard or sorcerer was apt. Adoltin’s parents who were very open to him marrying any one who he loved were very excited when they were told of their decision to marry. The marriage would make their love thrive and become the most important thing in the world to the both of them.
It was a beautiful spring day and Ravamorel and Adotlin were out on a walk, something they did often to just be with one another to hold hands and talk of their future. They were at one of Ravamorel’s favorite places in the whole wide world and Adotlin knew this. It was a little lake that was just on the outskirts of their town. It was a wonderful spectacle.
Adoltin had this all planed out in his head. They would lie under a big oak tree and he would ask her what she thought about being his wife. Then the big question would come, he would ask her to be his bride.
There under the tree Adoltin was lying and by his side was the love of his life. He thought how pretty she looked and how much he loved her and if what he would say to her if he could have just managed to find the valor to do it. There with his love cuddling in his arms he asked her………..
“How would you like to be my wife someday”?
She was silent for a moment. Almost as if she was confounded that he would ask her such a question or even as if she didn’t hear him, then just was he was about to ask the question again he got an answer.
“I would love to be your wife, it would be the most precious thing in this world to me, but you know that can never happen”. Said Ravamorel inflamingly
“You know just as well as I do that we can marry if that is what our hearts desire”. Adoltin stated.
But Adoltin did know that their getting married would cause a great deal of problems. But he didn’t care, he was ready to start a mutiny if that is what it took to let him wed his love. He had had this feeling of reverence for so long he no longer cared who stood in his way.
“If you find away to make it happen I will marry you someday” said Ravamorel in a most excited tone.
Adoltin didn’t know how he was going to do it but he would make Ravamorel his wife if it was the last thing he did.
“Tomorrow we will go to the town and ask to me married” said Ravamorel
She knew the laws of her town well and they would not allow that to happen but she was going to hope for the best. If they were not able to be wed what would happen? Would they stay together? Would he leave her? Would they break up? So many questions unanswered. What would happen if they were to be wed? Would their be children? Where would they live? Would her parent allow it to happen? What was to happen to the two star struck lovers?
Chapter 2
It was a dark and gloomey day. There was rain poring from the sky, almost as if god was punishing them. Revamorel and Adoltin made their way to the county court house holding hands and smiling as if the sun were shining. They knew of what was to come. There would be a long talk about the decree of the town that people could not marry if they were not the same race. Still they were hopefull.
Marian Forgedawn who was the town ranger sat at a desk in the back corner of the building. Marian was an elf who had taken an elf for a wife so he didn’t understand what was wrong with the decree that two people were about to take on.
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[26 Feb 2005|10:54pm] |
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Comming home was just the thing I needed. I did miss Mastro's party and I missed Andy A LOT! I got to spend so much time with my cusins and aunts and uncles though. Well my parents got here today, it was a long drive for them. They are at their party right now. Nothing really exciting happened over break, pretty boring. I had a doctor apt yesterday and all my blood work is awsome! I am so happy about that! I get to be a normal teenager again. My uncle and sister are upstairs wacthing Avp but I have already seen it, so I came to email people and updat, since it has been such a long time. I really don't want to come home, there is so much drama in Carmel it is sily. I want to stay here for ever and not come home, I am sure there are a few people that would love it if I never came home. I was sick for a few days, getting a little better now tho, my sister says that it is suposed to snow tomrow night meaning we might have a snow day on the first day back!!! That would be awsome, Andy could come over and I would get to see him all day with no one to bother us. I miss him so....I can't wait to go home for one reason and that is to see my Andy who I love so dearly. In other news I got my ears pierced again and a hair cut, just a little one tho and my name plate witch says rachey. Well I should go pack and get the rest of my crap together so we can leave bright and early in the morning!! I love you Andy until the end of time and then some!! xoxo Rachey
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[11 Feb 2005|02:45pm] |
I don't care any more!! I really FUCKING don't. People hate me and I really just want to go die now. Andy doesn't seem to care about me any more so it doesn't matter. I don't think any one would care if I died any way. Today was probally the wost day of my life. So Andy and I were fine until I find out that Paul, Mike and Hoey and I guess a few other people were saying things about me (and Andy was right there watching the whole thing go on.) Witch I don't usually mind but then in between classes I was outside talking to Tara and Mike brings up how funny it was that they were making fun of me. Either he is really stupid or just plain blind but I was standing right in back of him, I mean I am small but not that small.
I would really like to know what I have done to make people hate me so?!?! Paul has this huge problem with me, though I am not quite sure why. He acts all tough saying if I want to say shit that I should say it to his face but then he goes and makes fun of me behind my back. I wasn't there so I really wasn't going to get upset about it but then GiGi told me that she was there and I have every right to be so guess what I AM!!!! I am actually pissed off and sad then angry. If people don't really want me around all you have to do is say the word and I shall be gone and never come back.
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[29 Jan 2005|05:44pm] |
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Well I guess it is safe to say that I don't think Andy and I will be going out much longer. He is mad at me because I was late getting home. I really don't understand him sometimes. He is making a big deal out of nothing and I think he is over reacting. He just wanted to go to paul's and was looking for any way to get out of comming to my house. So in the process he made me feel like crap on top of my already not feeling great and he went to pauls. So now I am home alone and have nothing to do and no one to talk to because they are all at pauls.
I hate my life right now. I have no desire to life and I dout any one cares. I hate being stuck in my house. I got to go out for a little while today and I guess that was a bad idea because it got Andy mad at me. I am not quit sure why he is mad at me, something to do with being late. But I don't even care any more. If he wants to go to pauls over being with me I guess that is his choice.
Last week Andy was upset and I asked him what was wrong and he said that he didn't want to have to chose bewteen me and his friends. And I told him he would never have to. But now I am starting to think that maybe it would be better for both of us if he just chose his friends and broke up with me.
I mean last night was great. We talked. Andy and I actually talked it was amazing. He talked about new things and old things and funny things and stupid things but we just talked. I don't know what his problem is. If he wanted to go to pauls so bad he should have just told me and I would have let him. He is acting totally childish and stupid. I mean I love him more then anything in the whole wide world but this stupid fight has got to stop. He means everything to me but I am not going to stay in a realtionship that isn't fair to either one of us.
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YAY!!! I am back home. Hospitals suck!! I am home but I am missing my appendix. That is okay though I am feeling much better. I am going to have a scar though, that really sucks. Andy says he will love me anyway. So many people have called me to wish me well. It is kinda werid how people treat you after they hear you had emergency surgery.
My aunt mindy called, I havn't talked to her in years. She calles when she finds out I am in the hospital. I saw Andy yestertday for the first time since my surgery. He was amazing. He lied with me and just held my hand. I never thought I could be so bored at home all day. My dad is amazing! He went and got me food today. It was yummy!!!
I am going to have a scar. It is going to be really small though. I have no stiches on the outside so that should make the scar less visiable, or so my doctor says. I hope so, I don't want a big scar. I would like to have no scar at all but that is okay.
I am going to lie down and await my Andy to call so he can come over and keep my company. I love you Andy forever and forever never dies.
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| Been gone a month |
[23 Jan 2005|07:33pm] |
Today I took Andy to the mall. It was great. My parents bought a new dish washer and Andy got FF7. He was oh so excited. My Uncle has been gone a month today. Andy spent almost the whole day with me. It was great he did almost every thing I wanted to. We played in the snow and went to the mall and watch a movie and did nothing. We lied in bed and he told me how beautifull he I was. He is amazing.
Not feeling to well tonight. A little sick. Not sure what is happeneing with me. I don't care if I get sick but not today or tommrow we have to wait until after the regents. Witch is in tuesday. My right side is hurting with Andy says is a sign of appendicitis. Hope it isn't that, that would really suck. I guess if it happens it happens.
Just took a shower so I smell good. I have to go do my hair. I like it stright it looks cool and Andy think it looks nice. Not feeling very well going to try to go to sleep. I love you Andy forever and forever never dies
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yyyeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh . it worked.. well last time
the picture wouldn't come up, but i fixed it and if it doesn't come up
then don't worry i hope you like it if you don't just tell me and i
show the site i got it from kk !!!
lol (lots of love)
<333 Julie
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hey rachel i changed yourlj hope you like it .. now i don't know what the hell is wrong with your thing but it won't let the picture come through so yah i don't know what to tell you but hey i tried it looks better then the blue though.. kk lol(lots of luv)<333 Julie
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[22 Jan 2005|08:04pm] |
Wow it has been a long time since I updated. It has been almost a month since my uncle andrew was killed. I am having a hard time understanding that. I don't want it to be true. I miss him and I want him back. Andy has been great. He holds me and lets me cry and holds my hand when I need him too. I guess a lot of people have a problem with us being together. That is just to bad. I like him and he likes me and we are going to be together no matter what people say. I don't care what people think about me. The only person that really matters to me is Andy and he has proven to me he loves me unconditionally.
I have been doing a really cool thing. I have been going to church every week since christmas. It is really good for me. I like going and I look foward to it every week now. I talked to his dad about making my conformation. He has to still get back to me on it. I am not sure if it is a good idea but I will have to see. I should have done it years ago but I didn't.
Andy has proven to me that he loves me no matter what. I told him a secret that I thought would out our realtionship on the edge and it didn't. He just told me he loved me and that he loved me the way I was. I think we need to learn how to communicate a little better. We talk but not enough. I think he is afraid to tell me things. He doesn't want to hurt me but by not telling me things he is hurting me just as much.
I snowed today. It is amazing. There is about 7inches outside. I wanted to go play in it but Andy's mom wouldn't let him. Oh well I had to go play by myself. Well I am going to watch a movie. I love you Andy forever and forever dies.
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| SNOW DAY |
[06 Jan 2005|05:47pm] |
There was a snow day!!! Just as I said there would be. Andy came over today, we played games and watched a movie. It was fun, I beat him in cribbage and he beat me in chess (witch is nothing new I suck at chess). Corps sleep over tomrow!! That will rock up all night playing Halo2! I might go to New Rochelle on saturday with Mike A. It is suposed to be fun, there is a huge arcade!
Woke up this morning called school and found out there was no school and went back to sleep. Then my wounderfull Andy called at 10 and woke me up. It was worth it thought. Got to spend my alone time with him. Talked to hsi father last night, he is really nice.
I have been asked to go to Church again on Sunday. I think this is going to become a regular thing. That could be a good thing. I am not used to the whole getting up early for church thing but I am getting used to it. It is kind of fun. I have forgotten a lot of tihngs about church though, like last sunday we said a prayer (and I actually rembemberd it) but I forgot to take Andy and Tony's hands............oops.........
Well Andy just left for the day so no I have to finish the homework he didn't help me with. Hoping for a delay tomrow, that would be nice just to sleep a little later...don't think it is going to happen though.
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